Yes, it's that grim. I've got a cart full of stuff to make a pizza for me and my mother. That's when I see her. You know who I'm talking about.
I'm like one of those guys with no legs and one arm, but nimble as a chimpanzee. I can make a halfway decent show of it, but I'm living with swords run straight through me. Yes, swords. Amazing, isn't it? I've learned to compensate. Compromise is the name of the game. The day of Judgment will never come. Never.
She looked so content, that's what hurts the most, I think. It's been so long, after all. Three years. She was with someone else, naturally, as if I didn't even exist, as if I never existed.